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temen copy-cat

2010-05-15T17:50:00.000-07:00

bete sebenernya. tp mw gimana lagi..aku punya temen. yah lumayan deket sih. tp sumpah. sebenernya tuh anak nyebelin banget. hobinya nempel2 lagi sama aku. pdhal aku g begitu suka. anaknya emosian banget. suka ngabsen isi kebon binatang. wew.
mana hobinya tuh tiru-tiru. bikin aku nggak napsu ngomongin hal-hal yang aku suka. soalnya pasti ditiruin sama dia. aku suka avril lavigne. dia tiru-tiru. aku suka paramore. dia tiru-tiru. aku beli baju keren. dia tiru-tiru. cm beda warna. weh. pokokya bete banget.
aku sebel banget. masalahnya kemaren kan aku belanja-belanji sm dia. trus kita beli parfum. kbetulan aku pingin ganti suasana. jadi cari parfum yang beda. soalnya parfumku yang bulan kemaren tuh 'manis banget' baunya. kalo dicium baunya kayak permen karet rasa anggur. kan aku udah nemu tuh parfum yang aku pinginin, eh dia malah beli parfum yang bermerk sama kayak parfumku yang kemaren. padahal bau parfumku yang itu udah trademark banget. kalo aku lewat yah baunya itu. gak seru banget kan dia ikut-ikut beli parfum yang sama. bikin sensi aja. huh.
udahlah pokoknya aku sebel bin mangkel. butek. sensi. untung cara berpakaianku gak ditiru sm dia. kalo ditiru juga, wuihh. dijamin aku bakal ngamuk gaya peranakan godzilla campur kingkong. huuuuh. :(

Things I'll Never Say

2010-04-29T23:51:00.001-07:00

I’m tugging at my hair
I’m pulling at my clothes
I’m trying to keep my cool
I know it shows
I’m staring at my feet
My checks are turning red
I’m searching for the words inside my head

[pre-Chorus]
(Cause) I’m feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you’re worth it
You’re worth it
Yeah

[Chorus]
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you... away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Yes, I’m wishing my life away
With these things I’ll never say

It don’t do me any good
It’s just a waste of time
What use is it to you
What’s on my mind
If ain’t coming out
We’re not going anywhere
So why can’t I just tell you that I care

[pre-Chorus]

[Chorus]

What’s wrong with my tongue
These words keep slipping away
I stutter, I stumble
Like I’ve got nothing to say

[pre-Chorus]

Yes I’m wishing my life away with these things I’ll never say
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you...away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Yes, I’m wishing my life away
With these things I’ll never say
These things I’ll never say

try to makes all better

2010-04-10T00:23:00.000-07:00

aku minta maaf. beneran kok. aku g bermaksud. bener2 gak bermaksud. maksudku jg bukan itu. kamu tuh salah sangka. aku cuma ngerasa kalo km g jadi diri sendiri kalo di depanku. aku jg g tw kalo km ternyata... yah pokoknya itu lah. aku minta maaf deh. masalahnya aku juga nggak ngerti tentang perasaanmu itu. aku kira km biasa aja. jadi aku minta maaf. minta maaf yang sebesar2nya lah pokoknya.

haalah. mboh. maaf deh. yang baca juga jadi ikutan pusing.

aku g ngerti mw bilangnya ky apa.

dewasa?

2010-03-31T17:32:00.000-07:00

aku sebenernya gak ngerti. apa maksudnya dewasa. semua orang tumbuh. tinggi. bertambah besar. apa itu yang dimaksud dewasa? apa seorang yang selalu bisa menasehati orang lain? itu yang disebut dewasa? atau orang yang berumur lebih dari 17 tahun? itu yang disebut dewasa? aku selalu dibingungkan dengan 1 kata yang terdiri dari 6 huruf itu

D_E_W_A_S_A

semua orang selalu bilang aku gak bisa dewasa.

giliran aku ngomong sesuatu yang bermakna. malah dibilangin sok gede.

sumpah aku bingung.

ada yang bisa ngasih tau aku dewasa itu sebenernya kayak apa???

avril lavigne: alice

2010-03-19T01:38:00.000-07:00

Trippin out
Spinning around
I'm underground
I fell down
Yeah I fell down

I'm freaking out, where am I now?
Upside down and I can't stop it now
Can't stop me now, oh oh

I, I'll get by
I, I'll survive
When the world's crashing down
When I fall and hit the ground
I will turn myself around
Don't you try to stop me
I, I won't cry

I found myself in Wonderland
Get back on my feet, on the ground
Is this real?
Is this pretend?
I'll take a stand until the end

I, I'll get by
I, I'll survive
When the world's crashing down
When I fall and hit the ground
I will turn myself around
Don't you try to stop me
I, I won't cry

I, I'll get by
I, I'll survive
When the world's crashing down
When I fall and hit the ground
I will turn myself around
Don't you try to stop me
I, and I won't cry

soundtacknya alice in wonderland niih. kbetulan aku suka filmya. yg maen jhonny deep. sutradaranya tim burton. wuiih a perfect mate. trus yg ngisi soundtracknya avril lavigne. i'm her big fans

Two Is Better Than One

2010-03-19T01:19:00.000-07:00

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"

Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one

aku suka banget sama lagu ini. gak tau kenapa juga sih. liriknya bagus. mungkin rada kau banget. yg jelas aku suka. walopun sebenarnya ni lagu melankonlis banget

maaf

2010-03-19T01:09:00.000-07:00

aku minta maaf atas semuanya

tapi aku pikir ini salah

semuanya salah

anggapan tentang aku salah

caraku salah

caramu salah

kita berada di waktu yang salah

saat semuanya udah terlambat

saat bingung untuk memulai

aku pikir aku salah

maaf

aku minta maaf

the show by lenka

2010-01-22T00:18:00.001-08:00

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

Slow it down
Make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much
Yeah, it's a lot
To be something I'm not

I'm a fool
Out of love
'Cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot
In the sky
Just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
And synchronize in time
It's a joke
Nobody knows
They've got a ticket to that show
Yeah

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

dum de dum
dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

dum de dum
dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

enaknya judulnya apa????????

2010-01-12T02:32:00.000-08:00

aku gak ngerti mw ngomong apa sekarang..

yang jelas i feel rejected now

broken

and regret

yah.mw gimana lagi.semuanya udah kejadian

takdir meeeeen

wew

gara2 baca ini neeeh:

when you sad , it mean hurt for me
when you cry , it mean bleed for me
when you smile , it mean heaven for us
when i see your laugh , it mean i see an angel

when i said , "i love you like breathing" it mean i'm nothing without you

orang normal juga bakal sakit hatiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii bangettttttt.

gimana gak???

tulisan ini dibuat sama cowok-yang-aku-suka-setengah-mati-setengah-idup ke cewek-yang dia -suka-setengah-mati-setengah-idup-juga

dan kata-kata itu cukup buat ngebikin aku gak napsu sama pancake.

wew and hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiks

surabaya, here we go

2010-01-07T17:33:00.000-08:00

wahahahahahha. liburan menyenangkan di surabaya. yah. baru satu hari sih. tp udah sok seneng. g d kerjaan sih. aku sebenernya laper(lagi2 laper). tapi aku cuma mau makan pancake doang. klo gak strawberry shorcake deeeh. udah ngidam dari kmaren2 niii. tpi g da yg sudi ngebeliin. wew.
padahal kan aku pingin. kenapa sih gak ada yang mau berbaik hari ma aku buat ngebeliin pancake ato shortcake? hiks.

tuhan. adakah orang yang mau berbaik hati membelikan aku pancake ato shortcake?????????

starrstruck

2010-01-07T00:26:00.000-08:00

Nice legs, Daisy Dukes,
Makes a man go (whistles),
That's the way they all come through like (whistles),
Low-cut, see-through shirts that make ya (whistles),
That's the way she come through like (whistles),

'Cause I just set them up,
Just set them up,
Just set them up tonight (then down),
'Cause I just set them up,
Just set them up,
Just set them up tonight,
Then down

I think I should know how to make love to something innocent without
leaving my fingerprints
Out,
Now,
L-o-v-e's just another word I never learned to pronounce,
How do I say I'm sorry 'cause the word is just never gonna come out,
Now,
L-o-v-e's just another word I never learned to pronounce

Tight jeans, double d's makin' me go (whistles),
All the people on the street know (whistles),
Iced out, lit-up make the kids go (whistles),
All the people on the street know (whistles),

'Cause I just set them up,
Just set them up,
Just set them up tonight (then down),
'Cause I just set them up,
Just set them up,
Just set them up tonight,
Then down

I think I should know how to make love to something innocent without
leaving my fingerprints
Out,
Now,
L-o-v-e's just another word I never learned to pronounce,
How do I say I'm sorry 'cause the word is just never gonna come out,
Now,
L-o-v-e's just another word I never learned to pronounce

Push it baby, push it baby,
Out of control,
I got my gun cocked tight and I'm ready to blow,
Push it baby, push it baby,
Out of control,
This is the same old dance that you already know,
Push it baby, push it baby,
Out of control,
I got my gun cocked tight and I'm ready to blow,
Push it baby, push it baby,
Out of control,
This is the same old dance that you already know

I think I should know how to make love to something innocent
without leaving my fingerprints
Out,
Now,
L-o-v-e's just another word I never learned to pronounce

aku lg suka ngedengerin lagu ini nih. beatnya enak. asik. pokoknya top deh, yang jelas aku suka hampir semua lagunya katy perry. she's so cute n sexy. hahahaha

perjalanan sendirian

2010-01-06T23:11:00.000-08:00

huph. udah 2 jam muterin solo. pusing. sendirian. ky orang goblok. tp aku jg nggak ngerti mau ngapain. aku muter-muter kayak kitiran, sok kenal ma tukang taksi, ngeliatin mbak-mbak (mbak2nya sempet gr). wuh. duitku udah habis 200 rebai dlm sehari. besok pasti diterkam bonyok.

bingung.

nungguin temen malah ditinggal pacaran. wew. gak tau lagi nih mau ngapain. mana dari tadi mas-mas warnetnya ngeliatin lagi. senyum senyum.

huuuuuuuh.

laper. tp duitnya ngepas buat ke surabaya.

mboh lah. mati

hutang menumpuk

2009-12-03T10:06:00.000-08:00

cerita ini dimulai saat aku menonton film the confession of shopaholic..romantisee pooool. aku pun berkhayal.. coba hidupku ky gtu.. jd seorang cewek yang memuinm mr. rightnya saat menumpuk hutang.. so sweeeeeeeeet.
dan aku melakukannya!!!

jadi ceritanya gini.. aku tuh pinjem DVD di rental. 5 keping. gara gara aku ngebet banget nonton serial korea yang judulnya coffe prince..
akhirnya.... aku telat ngembaliin!!! hiks.. satu minggu..
kalo 1 keping telat 1 hari = 1.500. (1.500 x 5)x7 =........
52.500!!!
mending skalian g aku kembaliin...
dan itu yang kulakukan.. 2 minggu pun berlalu.. dan mas2 penjaga rental datang, menjemputku dengan indahnya untuk ngembaliin kaset.. hiks
aku takut. trus ngumpet di kamar..
gak mau keluar. apapun yang terjadi.
besoknya. dengan terpaksa aku ke rental buat ngembaliin kaset. ditemenin temenku yg bernama hanny. karna dia yang menghasutku untuk meminjam kaset tersebut. percakapan dimulai

aku: ini kasetnya mas
masnya: oooh.. ini dah telat banget dek.. emang udah dari kapan??
aku: berjuta tahun yang lalu mas(pasang tampang bete)
masnya: ya berapa hari??(nahan ketawa)
aku: kira-kira dua minggu lah mas(tambah bete)
masnya: dua minggu ato dua bulan??(senyum2 jijay)
hanny: cek aja deh mas
masnya: sebentar(ngeliat nota).ooohhh udah 19 hari dek. berarti dendanya berapa??
aku: bentar saya hitung(dlm hati: ni orang kok malah nanya ke aku sih? masnya g bisa ngitung y??)
masnya: berapa dek??(nanya lagi)
aku: ngggggg.. nggak tw mas
masnya: satu kaset dendanya berapa?
aku: 1500 mas
masnya: kalo 5 berarti?
aku: 7500 mas(dlm hati: huuuuh ni orang kok malah ky guru matematika anak esde gitu sih??)
masnya: dikali 19 dek
aku: dafhnldu9efq(ceritamya ngitung nggeremeng gitu deh )
masnya: (mau ketawa)
aku: masnya g boleh ketawa(sambil nunjuk masnya ky ong mau nodong)
masnya: (nahan ketawa)
aku: (masih ngitung..) eh.. ngggg.. duit kita nggak cukup mas
masnya: adek bw duit berapa?
aku : ini mas (nunjukin 50ribuan dua)
hanny: masnya kasih diskon laaahh (ngerayu)
masnya: ya udah.. gak papa
aku: makasih mas
aku dan hanny langsung kabur. masnya ngetawain akuuu. maluuuuuuuu bgd. hiks.bukannya dapet cowok cakep. malah dikejar2 mas rental

try to forget you. and i got this

2009-12-02T16:50:00.000-08:00

Thinking Of You

by: Katy perry

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

aku cuma

2009-11-28T02:07:00.000-08:00

aku sekarang baru sadar kalo sebenarnya aku pernah jatuh cinta.. yah saat semuanya sudah terlambat. saat orang yang sayang sama aku udah nggak ngerasain hal yang sama. saat semuanya berakhir jadi rasa sesal. satu kata: semua udah telat

yah..sebenernya gak telat telat amat sih. tapi aku udah males memulai. capek. aku gak mau ngerasa sakit karena apapun yang kurasain sekarang. bosok.
.

tapi udah sangat terlambat untuk memulai. dia jauh.. aku jauh. kita punya dunia masing-masing. lagian aku ngerasa gak perlu untuk punya hubungan dengan seseorang.
aku gak mau disakitin. aku gak mau nyakitin.
yah intinya sih cuma itu.

biarkan saja semuanya begini. aku masih nginget- nginget dia. dia yang kayaknya berusaha untuk ngelupain aku. senyum gak pernah dibalas. telpon gak pernah di angkat

yah. semuanya udah berakhir.

the end

my life like this song

2009-11-20T00:16:00.000-08:00

Losing Grip
by avril lavigne

Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby
Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real
Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you
Why'd you turn away?
Here's what I have to say
I was left to cry there, waiting outside there
grinnin with a lost stare
That's when I decided

Why should I care
'Cuz you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone
You, you need to listen
I'm starting to trip, I'm losing my grip
And I'm in this thing alone

Am I just some chick you place beside you to take somebody's place
When you turn around can you recognize my face
You used to love me, you used to hug me
But that wasn't the case
Everything wasn't okay
I was left to cry there, waiting outside there
grinnin with a lost stare
That's when I decided

Why should I care
'Cuz you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone
You, you need to listen
I'm starting to trip, I'm losing my grip
And I'm in this thing alone

Crying out loud
I'm crying out loud
Crying out loud
I'm crying out loud

Open your eyes
Open up wide
Why should I care
'Cuz you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone

Why should I care
'Cuz you weren't there when I was there
I was so alone
Why should I care
If you don't care then I don't care
We're not going anywhere

Why should I care
'Cuz you weren't there when I was there
I was so alone
Why should I care
If you don't care then I don't care
We're not going anywhere

aku.....

2009-11-20T00:12:00.000-08:00

aku g ngerti harus ngomong ap. g tau knp akhir2 ini aku selau ngerasa bersalah. sama orang yang udah baik sm aku.. tp aku memperlakuin dy jahat.
maaf. maaf. maaf
aku tau aku egois. aku terlalu jahat. tp aku punya alasan buat ngelakuin itu.
aku g pingin dy ngerasa lebih sakit lagi.
lebih baik aku bohong. dan mungkin dia ngerasa sakit. dari pada dy tau sendiri.
maaf.

bagi semua orang yang ngerasa udah aku sakitin

bulimia????????

2009-11-07T19:52:00.000-08:00

udah 2 hari ini aku makannya gak teratur... aku cuma makan 1 kali sehari tanpa ngemil sama sekali... parah...
dan semua itu berlanjut.. sampai hari ini... dan ternyata bencana besar terjadi,,

AKU KENA BULIMIA!!!!!

parahe pool.. gara gara terobsesi pingin kurus... dan ini dia akibatnya....setiap aku makan kumuntahin lagi... bolak balik ke kamarmandi sampai dikirain beser... huhu

bagi yang gak ngerti bulimia itu apa.. akan kujelasin versi wikipedia:

Bulimia nervosa adalah kelainan cara makan yang terlihat dari kebiasaan makan berlebihan yang terjadi secara terus menerus. Yang paling sering dilakukan oleh lebih dari 75% orang dengan bulimia nervosa adalah membuat dirinya muntah, kadang-kadang disebut pembersihan; puasa, serta penggunaan laksatif, enema, diuretik, dan olahraga yang berlebihan juga merupakan ciri umum

dan itu semua terjadi padaku!!!!!!!!

sekarang apa yang harus aku lakuin?? god, help me

bodoh..bodoh..bodoh

2009-11-05T19:45:00.000-08:00

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh.. saat aku terpaku melihat nilai matematikaku..
1.3?????????????????????????????????????????????? apa itu??? orang ngamen aja minimal dapet duit seratus perak.. masa aku susah2 ngerjain cuma dapet 1,3???
seratus kek..
garagara guru baru bernama lady D... diana..

diana diana walikelasku.. bilang pada orangtuaku.. nilai 1, 3 itu... tanda nilai sayang darimu,,,,

bosok...

tipe cowok ganteng??

2009-10-28T22:04:00.000-07:00

akhirnya aku ngerti kenapa temen temenku bersikap aneh dan nggak banged.. itu semua gara gara...

"COWOK"

jreng jrengg....

yah..klo cowok mah knapa mereka gak nyari yang ganteng sekalian.. kayak devon sawa gitu...

tuh cowok kan ganteng..gak kayak tampang pacarnya temen temenku yang aneh dan gak jelas itu...yah.. walopun temenku pada bilang pacarnya gantenglah.. setia lah.. jujur lah.. dapat dipercaya lah.. rajin menabung lah..(emang pramuka???).tapi tetep aja nggak enak dibuat mbecek(dipamerin gituh). yah.. masa punya cowok nggak ada yang bisa dibanggain...
kan enak tuh kalo jalan ma cowok ganteng..nanti orang orang pada bilang: tu cowok kok ganteng banget siii.trus ngeliatin dgn tampang sirik gitu.
klo cowoknya gak bentuk pasti orang orang pada bilang: ih.. itu cowoknya ato tukang ojeknya siii..
gak banged deh...

tp masalahnya sekarang adalah,,,,gimana caranya punya cowok ganteng??

kata Orang: aku belum puber

2009-10-28T21:44:00.000-07:00

kadang kadang aku heran.. liat tmen- tmenku yang sering cekikikan baca wall-walll-an dari co.. mang ada apanya sii??? heran deh.. sampe buka album poto di fesbuk.. mandangin poto tu cowok lama lama..

emang gak bosen ya? padahal klo diliat liat tu co gak ada apa apanya.. cakep enggak.. ganteng enggak.. dekil sih iya. ada apaan sih sebenernya? kata temenku sih..CINTA ?0?

cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta. cinta.

kalo udah denger tuh kata orakku malah tambah ruwet.. terbayang temem temenku yang udah kayak orang gila: ketawa-tawa sendiri.. dan matanya kayak kena katarak: liat cowok ada lesung pipinya dikit di bilang manis (padahal belum pernah jilat tuh cowok sama sekali). mereka kenapa sih????

keracunan MSG yaa??

yahh..sp tw mereka kebanyakan makan momogi coklat...kan banyak MSGnya tuh.. so what lah..
tp yg plg aku bingung.. gmn rasanya keracunan MSG???(kok jd ngomongin msg sii??)

lagu yang aku banged...

2009-10-01T22:57:00.000-07:00

Don't Wanna Think About You

Can you leave me here alone now?
I don't wanna hear ya say, that you know me
That I should be always doin what you say
Cause I'm tryin to get through today
And there's one thing I know

I don't wanna think about you
Or think about me
Don't wanna figure this out

I don't wanna think about you
Or think about nothin
Don't wanna talk this one out
I won't let you bring me down cuz i know
i dont wanna think about you
i dont wanna think about you

When I wake up here tomorrow
Things will never be the same, cause I won't wait
Cause you won't change, and you'll always be this way
Now I'm gonna get through today
And there's one thing I know

I don't wanna think about you
Or think about me
Don't wanna figure this out

I don't wanna think about you
Or think about nothin
Don't wanna talk this one out

This time, I won't let you bring me down
Won't let you shut me out
This time I know, I don't wanna think about you

Runaway, runaway, running as fast as I can
Runaway, runaway, I'll never come back again
(Run away, away)
Run away, run away

I don't wanna think about you
Or think about me
Don't wanna figure this out
I don't wanna think about you
Or think about me
Don't wanna talk this one out...

I don't wanna think about you
Or think about me
Don't wanna figure this out
I don't wanna think about you
Or think about nothin
Don't wanna talk this one out...

This time I won't let you bring me down
(Bring me down)
Won't let you shut me out
(Shut me out)
This time I know...I don't wanna think about you

Runaway, runaway, i dont wanna think about you...
Runaway, runaway...i dont wanna think about
you... (Don't want to think about you)
Runaway, run

lagu ini buat semua orang yang 'always bring me down' n' 'understimate me'

ketawa saat butuh menangis???????

2009-10-01T22:25:00.000-07:00

yah.. mungkin kata2 ini terlalu pasaran...

"tertawalah maka dunia ini akan tertawa bersamamu dan menangislah maka kamu akan menangis sendirian"

sbenarnya aku lagi ngibur diriku sendiri...dan kalian.. yang ngerasa masih cengeng untuk menjadi semakin dewasa..
terkadang kita masih ngerasa..bahwa kemarin kita masih seorang anak ingusan yang nangis kalau jatuh dan berhenti nangis saat dikasih permen..
dan sekarang kita tergantung sama hal begituan
kita tergantung sama 'permen'. permen yang sekarang bentuknya udah ganti jadi pacar ato temen.. ato apalah.. sesuatu yang jadi pelampiasan kita.
kadang kadang aku bertanya..
apa itu sama dgn masa kecil kita...
dan diriku yang lain menjawab: sama..
dan menurutku berarti kita masih sam dengan 10 ato 20 tahun yang lalu.. saat permen bisa menghentikan tangisan kita...
"gak mungkin dong kita bisa berenti nangis tanpa dihentiin sesuatu"
emang..kata-kata itu bener..
tapi...
apa gak lebih baik kita mencoba tertawa sebelum airmata kita tumpah??
~~apa gak lebih baik kita mencoba berdiri sendiri dan tanpa bantuan siapapun?? dan mungkin mencoba menopang teman-teman kita yang lain??~~
apa gak lebih baik kita jadi orang yang mandiri???

lebih baik menolong daripada ditolong..
thks(sori gajebo)

tuGas niii...

2009-09-13T18:08:00.000-07:00

ustadzah... ini tugasnyaaa..

Virus komputer merupakan program komputer yang dapat menggandakan atau menyalin dirinya sendiri dan menyebar dengan cara menyisipkan salinan dirinya ke dalam program atau dokumen lain. Virus komputer dapat dianalogikan dengan virus biologis yang menyebar dengan cara menyisipkan dirinya sendiri ke sel makhluk hidup. Virus komputer dapat merusak (misalnya dengan merusak data pada dokumen), membuat pengguna komputer merasa terganggu, maupun tidak menimbulkan efek sama sekali.
Virus komputer umumnya dapat merusak perangkat lunak komputer dan tidak dapat secara langsung merusak perangkat keras komputer dengan cara memuat program yang memaksa over process ke perangkat tertentu misalnya VGA, Memory bahkan Procesor (terutama pada sistem operasi , seperti sistem operasi berbasis keluarga Windows (Windows 95, Windows 98/98SE, Windows NT, Windows NT Server, Windows 2000, Windows 2000 Server, Windows 2003, Windows 2003 Server, Windows XP Home Edition, Windows XP Professional, Windows XP Service Pack 1, Windows XP Service Pack 2, Windows Vista Service Pack 1 ) bahkan GNU/Linux. Efek negatif virus komputer terutama adalah memperbanyak dirinya sendiri, yang membuat sumber daya pada komputer (seperti CPU Real Time, penggunaan memori) menjadi berkurang secara signifikan. Hampir 95% Virus adalah virus komputer berbasis sistem operasi Windows. Sisanya, 2% menyerang Linux/GNU dengan versi kernel dibawah 1.4 (dan Unix, sebagai source dari Linux, tentunya), 1% menyerang Mac terutama Mac OS 9, Mac OS X (Tiger, Leopard). 2% lagi menyerang sistim operasi lain seperti FreeBSD, OS/2 IBM, dan Sun Operating System.

kasih nilai bagus yaaa ustadzah :)

kEbiasaN bUruk Anak iNdonEsiA...

2009-09-07T01:33:00.000-07:00

hari ini gag sahur...ckckck..gara2 online sampai malam...padahal cuma buka yang itu2 aja facebook,friendster,blog.....
sampe pusing liatnya...banyak bgd ank sekolahku yg ol sampe pagi...
sekalian nunggu sahur(katanya)

knapa sih anak indonesia suka banget online...???
ada apanya sii???
bokepnya??? ato game onlinenya???

anak indonesia mah klo online gag mutu,,,
nge approve reguest facebook sampe gempol tangannya..
approve terus...
pdahal gag knal siapa
ckckckck

apa ini generasi penerus indonesia di masa depan???